College

Depressing! I feel dissapointed, my unwillingness to regret is battling my sadness and dissapointment in myself.

I didn't put my best effort into academics, which is why I'm second-guessing myself now.

I guess this is where i actually disagree with Rent...blasphemous, i know.

But i mean, to forget regret, isn't that running away from the problem? I guess it's unexplained or implied that you have to face it first? to better yourself, learn from the mistake. that's when you can really forget about it, after you've come to terms with it, and accepted your responsibility. delayed gratification is such a difficult concept... well, no its not, it's just hard to do given all the temptations that we are given through our lives. bleh.

adapt, improvise, overcome, right?

i hope its okay to be weak sometimes.