Dream

So i'm sick. And i realized that i want my significant other to be able to take care of me, since i'm so independent... xD too lazy to explain.

anyways, i had this dream.
I went to ND (to ask Candianne to Prom) and then I met this girl Katherine. And so, I was like o_o so we talked abotu Prom and about Candianne, and then I end up going something like, "Well, do YOU want to go to prom with me?" and she said yes! but the bad part was, I realized that i still wanted to ask Candianne, so i was like UHHH! and then I want to go talk to Katherine, and she was like, "I don't think its a good idea for us to go together" because she knew that someone else wanted me to ask them (I remember thinking it was Candianne). So then, we all go to the pool, and i'm swimmming along with everyone in VSU and FSA, (don't remember specifics) and then I go up to Candianne and hug her (in the pool) and i go, Candianne, will you go to prom with me? and she pushes me away and says "No. Go Away, Jerk!" yeah...burn, right... :(! then i woke up, but i thought it was real still! so i felt really shitty. then i fell back asleep and i get a text message from Nick Nguyen going, "Man, everyone at ND thinks you're a jerk" or something like that. xD

So that dream totally compounded my insecurities... But i'm glad it was a dream. O_O! talk about epic sad dream. xD