Moving On

Attempt at eloquence in writing.

So, I've been listening to the Such Great Heights Cover by AJ Rafael and Jess Delgado. So good! x]]
Anyways, today I was looking through facebook, since I can now. And I was going around, when I stumbled upon one of my friends from middle school, Samantha Jackson. Interestingly, me and her weren't particularly close in middle school, but I ended up looking through her pictures (stalker, much?) and it made me kind of think. About how I don't really keep in contact with her (or any other of my middle school friends) anymore. Kind of depressing, cuz, I've had this block about keepipng in contact with people. I guess it's just that i'm independent? or perhaps my deep rooted inability to really care about what other people are doing ^____^;. I think i'm just too lazy or don't care enough about people to talk to them. So! if I im you or call you or something, it's me putting out an effort. haha. But at the same time, I feel like I'm going to miss all the bonds that I've created in the last year while at Bellarmine. Kinda funky that things don't turn up until it's the end right? I guess that's just how it is. But i wonder if I'll be keeping in touch with everyone i met this year. It makes me sad thinking about it. The memories, but what I think really gets me is the acceptance. I mean, all my life, especially middle school and the early years at Bellarmine, I never really fit in anywhere. Middle school, I was asian... xD not that it matters right? No one really looks at you the same way. Part of the reason why I'm hesitant to pick LMU. And I guess fear really held me back in high school, I just didn't fit in. But now that I do find people that accept me, and do ask me to hang out, it's kind of like i'm leaving too soon. I mean, I like to explore, but it still is nice to have somewhere to go back to. Anywho, I lost my train of thought. x] Oh wait found it! (So much for eloquence, right?) anyways, I think part of the reason that I'm not really into Van Nghe anymore is because of the fact that I never hang out with them anymore. I mean, they always go out together, but i'm never invited. so, it kinda sucks, you know? And why I like Lowell so much? He always includes me. haha! anyways, I have to keep that in mind when I do things, right? :D!

What I learned from Scrubs today: Go the Extra Mile, and It'll be worth it.
Be Honest, and things'll work out.