Life is a Journey

So today, i got criticized. I wasn't too happy about it, but i also didn't take it as seriously as i normally do. Partially because the way it was presented didn't really make me want to listen to it. But i will! :D! maybe i am immature, i can grow, right? life is a journey, what's the rush. Anyways, I am lazy, and I am working on it. So don't judge me please. (i've decided to censor this blog a little bit so people don't get mad at me... x]) so, i forgot what i realized about myself today, i guess it wasn't that important. x] anywho, i'm reading someone else's blogs, and I kind of find myself thinking snide comments and mean thoughts in my head. I think its because i'm jealous, haha. I need to chilllll and just take things as they come! i'm proud of the people that came to the Moving On Ceremony Planning Meeting Today! I think i did a good job leading! :)! hopefully i can grow as a leader. I'm looking forward to doing that leadership blog with anthony. :D! anyways, i really like inspiring patrick, because he listens to me! hahah, and well, he seems like he wants to learn and grow. Sure, he makes lots of mistakes (sorry, it's true :P) but he tries to do the right thing, and learn from them. The one thing that sets him apart from the other people is that he has an open mind to try anything, and is willing to accept the blame. I guess his fault (like mine) is that he feels guilty for everything, but that will just open him up to improvement, right? Hopefully he can find people to let him know when its not his fault, and that he's doing a good job of living his life on his terms. (GOOD JOB PAT!) i guess i don't want to dissapoint andrew brian either, eh? but still going to do it because i want to, i'm tired of living life the way other people want me to, haha. :P! and i'm glad i got to know the other swordies better! :D!

so, Life is journey. Not a destination. And it's been a pretty good journey so far! :D! (well today was anyways.) it's nice to know that people are interested in what i have to say. x]]