i went overboard again. everytime i think i fix a character flaw, new ones pop up. I guess these are all tests, right? overcome. I will change for the better. Trying to become a better leader.
too bossy. i'm losing my humility, but in a different way than before. I'm putting quality before the feelings of the members. I guess i can understand certain aspects of performance and why some changes have to be made for the performance quality... but you know, i think i can live with less quality. You know, it's not quality over quantity. it's more like... quality over REAL quality. haha. better to do it bad and be happy, then do it well and have a shitty time? not sure. in the end, if the show goes well, then people will be happy. balance... it's hard, haha, i can't please everyone. I feel like the one's from last year understand, because they had to deal with the harsh criticisms. But the newer ones say i'm too harsh. hm... less drilling, more breaks..
it's hard, no one really understand the pressure... but then again, i think i'm just putting too much pressure on myself because of my background... haha. we'll see.
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